Sunshine girl

2011-06-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

Should i end ?

EMO

2011-06-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

Okay. Once a again i wan to call you but you refused. Fine. Then when i ask you msn you can reject me directly but u didnt. Fine. Instead rejecting me, you reply me "ahh", "sian", "okay", "good night". Moody already but i didnt say out. so i reply "what time to call ni?" you replied "anything" Doesnt this shows that i GOT the permission to call you? ANd now, after waiting so that long, you told me that you didnt agree that i can call you? After the "anything" from you, i told you that i will call at 9pm what you reply again?! "ahh", "anything" and "how long(the way in interpret: talk how long?) I asked why you ask that, you never reply. Cool.

Well, you say that you're not free? then what are you busy with? oh, you avoid that question too. Nvrmind forget about it. oh ya, you end your o lvl chinese, now is bridging so i guess that you are kind of free now. So what are you busy with? OR you simply don't wan to talk to me? NO topic? Nothing to talk? Dun feel like? Do you ever think for me? No? I think i am busier than you. I need to adapt the new things in poly, the stuffs that i am learning is ALL NEW. besides that, my mid sem test is just next week and i haven't started the revision. WEll, i will start my my revision tmr. That not the main point. When i talk to you, you always talk to me like "ohh sian her again". I don't really like the way you talk to me. Whenever i ask you why, you will definitely reply me "idk" Short form -,- I shall not mention other stuffs that you say in msn. Too hurting.

We got a long time didnt talk on phone during the night, and still finding excuses not to talk to me. Okay, now is me the one that take initiative to message you/text you/msn you. And better still, you reply in the sian sian tone. What sia.

2009-08-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone,
Hao jiu bu jian haha,
ahem* okay, i wan to say is that ,i am quite lazy this past few weeks..
when it comes to mine common test week, OMG! nothing in this world can motivate me study, so yeah, i think i will fail most of my subject..
by the way, can someone tell me when is our final year exam?
so i can start preparing now.
On one fine day, when i am sitting on a bus goin for work.
i saw a lame joke in there, and i dun know why the some sort of the advertisemnt joke will appear in the bus.
hem* okay, the joke is :
Why the soccer field is hot after a match?
LOL, and the answer is :
because all the fans(supporters) had go back home XDXDXDXDXD
Crap crap crap.. XD
well, last sunday when out with desmond...
we go changi airport to study, but in the end we didn't study, why?
coz we plan to go to the viewing mall to study but duno why the whole thing is covered with the cloth which block all view -,-
so bobian, we when go bedok de library for some serious study.
then after that go back to Hgm for dinner and The end
xD
OMG! i should end here, coz today i still got a emath test.
Good bye everyone

First Dating XD

2009-08-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

Hi people, i not playing viwawa liao, i playing FACEBOOK for now xD
Why i am back to blog?
haha, Good question.. coz the pet society is currently maintenance neh, so then come blog la~
well, yesterday is my first date with my dar, Desmond xD
we spend 11 hours plus at vivo there,
firstly we meet at hougang mall, coz i need to return my library books....
after that, we take mrt to harbourfront..
when on the way goin to take the mrt, i saw zhichao xD
jus hope that he didn't see me, and i notice that he wear the same clothes when he go for the 3E4 class BBQ( if not wrong xD)

well, luckily we didn't get lost in vivo, there is HUGE to me.. if you put me there alone, i comfirm will get lost in there. xD
As there is still a long time before the first movie start, we decide to go to eat my breakfast xD
i thought vivo might have those things like pastamania or pepperlunch de. in the end only got long john silver, burgerking and other 2 fast food restaurant -,- after a long time thinking where to go, i decide to go to the oily long john silver xD

haha, we chat while eating, he show me the ugly neoprint i take when i am in primary school...
Gosh, when i look at those pic, i felt i am goin to faint... how could i posed those pose, so act cute sia...
maybe i am too naive that time xD so i confiscated those neoprint and keep it in my wallet xD
Obviously that i am the one that eat the faster. So, i ask him to give me his phn. XD
his phn realli have many Jay Chou's songs, then i jiu send send send song to my phn coz i dun have most of the song.
after finish looking at his song and he's is not done with his food yet, i secretly go look that his photos xD
haha, got many photos sia, about 600 plus xD
i manage to see 2 hundreds of them... xD
After that, we go walk lai walk qu in the shopping mall, (P.S he still haven finish his drinks),
walk until the movie yao start then slowly stroll in...
the first show that we watch is G.I Joe, hmm, that show not bad and the theatre there is BIG~
after that show ended, coz i am damn cold due to the aircon, we go to walk to outdoor theatre there and chat xD
And time flies, it time for the second movie show, UP.
Haha, a good comedy... Laugh alot in the movie.
After the movie is nine plus, coz we does not want to go home so fast, heehee,
so we go to find a dark place near the swimming pool there and tan qing shuo ai xD
Haha, he's really cute and sweet sia...
and i know his secret sia, you know wat ? Ask me in personal xD coz it's confidential(Only those that are close to me only)
after hearing tat, i am so heartbroken :(
haha, then i jiu go tease him... xD
we chat and chat and chat and chat after the security guard come and chase us.. xD
then we take taxi back home..
this is the first time i song boy back home...
haha, so interesting huh? You guys should be thinking that boy should Song girl back right? xD
Coz i wan try try the feeling mah so persuade him until he agree xD
after that, my sis call and ask me to help her to buy Double cheeseburger, so bobian need go hougang point to buy...
after back home, i am tired and hungry xD
after eating and bathing, it's almost 2.30am liao...
shock dao, so late liao then jiu go sleep liao XD

Zoo

2009-06-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

hello people!!!! Long time no see~~~~~~~~~~~~ermm... well, i know tat the last time tat i blog is like 1000000 yrs agoXD Erm... okay, this june holiday nothing much, everyday work and work and work...okay... these are some photos that i take in zoo on 5 june well, the first stop in the zoo is of coz the white tiger XD then..... I forget liao XD my cute buddy is call Tan Kok Kiong… he is really cute neh…. The whole trail in the zoo without him would be very boring.. He will keep talking to you and talking until you wouldn’t get sian…….. XD But the food that ms lee ask the canteen aunty to prepare is really very very suckyXD No taste -,- Okay, after going round and round in the zoo for about 1 to 2 hours… We finally set off to the spca…. The guide that is still the same when we go there last time.. And the story and words tat she say is like almost the same… I was wondering she keep repeat same things over and over again how many times? Woo~ some animals there is very cute XD You can see that I took a lots of the cat photos, coz the cat there is really cute XD Tat’s why I stay there for a long time XD When it’s time goin back to the school, the guailan schoolbus driver show us attitude -,- He say: “ni men dao di yao zou le meh you?” Hello, we pay you for the service, lol, give us this type of attitude… Then bobian, all quickly go up the bus… Suddenly, some people is still slowly walking out from the gate when the bus started to move… Luckily, after the bus stopped -,- if they nvr come out in time, we maybe already go off liao… After bring back the kiddo back to school, then the bus drove us back to school.. When it’s time back home, I am already VERY VERY tired :P Okay tat’s all for the zoo and the spca trip

^Tan kit kiong xiao di di XD

2009-05-28T01:02:00.000-07:00

Yeah, iknow that i long time nvr blog liao..
Coz i really dun noe why i am so tired and easy to get angry..
Today is a bad day, need to rush to print thing in early morning when i am goin to meet weiyi...
bring storybooks and drop it on bus and in school -,-
WTF...
tat all bye

2009-05-07T02:13:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey, long time no see~
well, for the pass four day i think, i nvr get enough of sleep.
haiz, so stress and so sian,
well, i only left 4 more paper left, tat is chineselit, Emath(paper1), chemistry and F&N.

today we have Emath paper2, some question is rather hard but if i got more time, i think i will able to finish my paper, so disppointed -,-, coz i really study hard for that. i really hope for my result will not be so pathetic, because i never listen in class. Toots, i cant manage to do the gradient for the graph, zzzz, i only manage to write the formula nia, xue de!
ermm, from now, i think i wun be so slack now, study will be my only things that i do when at home... i think i will be the next weiyi <-- the yong gong kia! XD

i duno wat wrong with the weather these few days, keep raining when was about 5am in the morning. TootSsssssssss, i dun have an umbrella, so i need to pay two dollars for borrowing the umbrella from my sis for 1 day, waste my precious two dollars..
haiz, there are many parts i need to revise, as for amath, chapters like log, surds and maybe the simultanous equation i need to improve on it.

Combined Science is still okay, coz i got do notes long time ago...
Chinese Lit? ToootSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssssssss, mdm fish jus give us notes, one BIG sheets for notes. haiz, only 1 hour for that -,- , i hope that i can finish in time, 1 question need to write about 180 words and above from estimation. and the question tested will not be so easy...
i need to burn midnight oil again, if you think i bluff you, try calling me at 3.00am or 3.30am, i think i will be up around tat time answering your call if you really wan to waste ur time on this kind of stupid idiot thing XD...

Chinese lit got alot of lame thing to remember, okay, the things that i need to remember is four poems and one short novel. haha, maybe you will think "chey~ only this few things nia!" but each and every poems are divided to many parts, like wat the meaning of the poems, sentence by sentence, and wat is the moral of poems, wat method the people use in the poem to write a poems. chinese lit is jus like english lit, jus the language is different. Toots... i really need to work hard for my end of year exam, i know it is still long, but better than you hug the buddha's leg at the last minute right?

i really dun wan to get quite a low marks again.i know i change quite alot in my attitude in study but no choice, you tell me how to study when the teacher does not teach the students in a proper way? whenever they are teaching, they like living in their own lalaland, talking to themselves without bothering about us. and today i ask mr singh one math question, guess wat he reply? you wait awhile. after that he finally tell me the working, but not so detail. Toots, got say like nvr say liktat,someone ask him the same question also but he also cant understand WTF mr Singh is talking.....
if mdm rose is still our teacher then i think i will get a better explaination for the every single question tat i ask.

Tat all for today XD
Jiayous ppl for all ur coming exam

2009-04-25T11:19:00.000-07:00

xD..today, i am still sick, plus my asthma attack-ed poor little me...

today, we go to NJC(natinal Junior College) for a chinese speech thingy, it;s kinda boring for me, we are damn hungry when the speech start, finally is teabreak, all people chiong out of the hall to hunt for the food, there got beehoon, curry de vegetable, chicken wing, and vegeterian sesame peanut ball(ooo, soo oily), i only manage to eat the beehoon and the sesame ball, after some eating,the speech continue, blah blah blah, the end, go hgm by myself, i saw lirong neh when i am lookin at amath guide to buy. then go home, after a while, i go sleep liao, 8 plus then wake up, eat the chicken chop tat ahba(dad) buy then the churky show start ;) so lame and cute, laugh until my pant drop XD, after tat no show to show liao, then open com an download song, ar sian, exams is coming, jiayous!

2009-04-19T00:11:00.000-07:00

sianz... on next monday got the 5 station, and today around 6pm plus must go to celebrate my grandmother birthday -,-... go there eat nia, everytime go eat together will my relative right? i surely will give you a =,=''' look.... coz they all like hungry ghost liketat, long time very eat liao, when the dishes is serve on table, they will "qiang" the food... a few minutes later, all food will be eaten finish -,- tat why i dun like go there and snatch the food will them, so "throw face" can? sianz arhx.... idk wat to where lor, wear lai wear qu dou shi same same one... ltr go ask my sis to lend me clothes to wear :) and then, this coming tuesday, i got a compeition.. a chinese compo competition i think, mdm yee so late then tell me, she brain sot sot de, i tell her that i only join a compeition leh, then duno why she put me in this compeition which i know i am in when on monday -,-
mid year exam is coming.. booo! i haven started to revise, i think i cant score well lor, combined sci i can still handle, but the problem is my pathetic english and both math.. sobs.. i need to study hard, but i dun have any motivation neh, yesterday nag me, she say you mus work hard then can get better job, then can save money to go oversea to play, blah blah blah... coz she drank quite a lot of beer -,-....
my big sis cannot tahai her nagging, so ran back to her room -,- leave me alone.. btw, can anyone intro me which amath guide is good? coz i reallli need tat to improve my amath.. emath i can handle coz i got the casco mathethetics tutor guide. btw, i think after all mid year examination, i will start work again to earn my tution fees, i dun wish to take from my parent liao, the tution fee is quite heavy for them. so depresssssssss for my school work-,- so sstress and i dun have the motivation to open the book to read...
tat all for today :)

2009-04-16T09:49:00.000-07:00

HAIZ...
today got so many test, but luckily the english narrative is on friday.
i dun online this few day coz i am tired!
sleep and reading everytime...
i have a emath test today, if not wrong i think i will get less than 5 marks coz i nvr listen to wat tat bangala is talking :)
well, i will start to listen to everything tat teacher say, but except english lesson coz so boring..
my english result is really pathetic :X and i dun know wat to do to help it
i hope tat i can pass my english mid year exam, coz i forget who told me that if you fail english you will retain in sec3 or transfer to normal acadamic -,- so stress
as for my other subject i am still ok with it, still can pass la
the only thing tat i am worry about is my english -,-...
it's late now, i go slp liao, take care ppl

2009-03-31T05:20:00.000-07:00

Well, back to blog again.
Okay, let talk about a strange Africa woman(brain sot sot de)..
We communicate in mail,

the 1st mail she send to me:
Hi Dear My name is Maria Ahmed i saw your profile today at http://www.viwawa.com/ and became intrested(she spell wrong) in you, I will also like to know you more, and I want you to send an email to my email address(************@yahoo.com.hk ) so i can send you my picture and also tell you about me, I believe we can move from here! I am waiting for your mail to my email address above. Maria.

i reply:
Hi Maria, i am glad that you are interested in me. my email is this, ************@hotmail.com (is the same as this email). Do you have window messenger? if you got, you can add me in... a brief introduction of me: my real name is liting, you can also call me sunshine it's alright with me. i am 14 years old now, going 15 when 30april.i am a Chinese, i live in Singapore. Where do you live in? hongkong? Haha, I also wish to get to know you, can you have a introduction of urself? By the way, what's your username in http://www.viwawa.com/?

Second mail:
Hello My dear, Thanks for your kind mail,i am very grateful for your response to the email I sent to you.I am looking for a reliable person in my dream, my wish is to find happiness and to be part of a unique and special love, as I told you before in my first mail, my name is Maria Ahmed, I was born in Kenya in East Africa, but now I am residing in Dakar Senegal as a result of the political war in my country, I am a single 5 "8 tall, I'm 24 years, single.I'm high,average, with black hair and brown eyes. I did my first year degree course as a medical student at the University of Kenya, in this crisis began, and I was with myfamily during this crisis, I lost my parents.I am the daughter of the late Dr. Ahmed Jalaii and my father was chief personal adviser to the former State in Kenya my country before the rebels attacked our house one early morning and killed him along with my mother. It is only me that is alive today and I managed to make my way to Senegal, where I live now, but let that not scare you away, I need a life that would make me feel like any other woman.I want to know more about you.Your like and against, your hobbies and what you are doing at the moment. I will tell you more about myself in my next post. Attached here is my picture, but is not photogenic, I think you would not mind.Hope to hear from you fastest.God bless you.YoursMiss Maria

I Reply:
haha... ok... it is qute sad after hearing that ur family is killed during the war.well, wat's ur viwawa username? maybe i can go to your profile and vote your wawa.(but she nvr tell me wat she's username acc)

3rd mail:
Hello my love . I thank you ones again for reaching me. I hope you are keeping fine today, As for me, i am not looking fine over here. Really it sounds some how depositing such a big trust to some body that you have never seen in person but one thing you ought to understand is that any body who is into difficult situation may be looking for help from every angle and when i come in contact with you i was some how felt relaxed saying with me that God has answered my fasting and prayer's. I was moved.I appreciate your acceptance to assist me to my request as regards to the money and this has made me to get the bank informed in a mail about you, i introduced you to them .I see you as a very nice person whom i can lean upon for trust and support for life; I see you as very responsible, competent and mature enough to assist me to direct my life to a positive direction in life.Please i have not told any one except you about the existence of this money and i will like you to please keep it secret to other people because since it is money i feel all interest will be on it,remember i trust you that is why i am giving you all this information!. I will like to hear your voice in due cause please, I have informed the bank about my plans to take and transfer this money and the only thing they told me is to look for a very responsible person , who will stand on my behalf as a trustee to this money due to my refugee status and the laws of this country. I have to use this chance to let you know about it,i have decided not to continue staying over here any more, i would like to use this chance get you introduced to the bank as my partner and the person who will be standing on my behalf as regards to this money. In this regards i will like you to contact the bank immediately with their contact information below; please tell them that you are my foreign partner and that you want to know the possibilities of assisting me transfer my ( 9.4 million USA dollars) Nine million Four hundred thousand USA dollars) deposited by my late father of which i am the next of kin/beneficiary, to your account in your country.Here is the contact, just send an email to the bank in London.Note.This is the contact information of the bank is as follows: and i would like you to contact them today for this fund and ask them how this fund will transfer into your account as my foreign partner, Let them know that it's Miss Maria Ahmed Instructed to transfer this fund into your account.Below are the bank contact information'sCAPITAL BANK OF LONDON :Transfer Manager. Mr.Mugford COOKEY.Address:******** House,36 City Road,Chester,CH88 3AN United KingdomTel/Fax +44-7031895906 ,7031938854E-mail : *************************.Information about the deposit code are as follows.Name of depositor: Dr.Jalaii AhmedNationality:KenyaNext of kin : Miss Maria AhmedAmount deposited:( $9 .4 Million USD)Account Number: CABL 745608902546/QB/91/AThe name of the manager for foreign transfers as i was informed is Mr.Mugford COOKEY by the time you contacted them on email or Fax. Please try and contact them now to confirm this and as well on how possible to transfer the ( 9.4million USA dollars ) deposited by my late father of which i am the next of kin to your account in your country.My dear i am glad that God has brought you to see me out from this situation and i promise to be very grateful and will equally need you in every area of my life plus investing this money since i am still too young and inexperienced to comfortably manage my life for now.After this transfer into your account and upon my arrival into your country, i will reward you for all your good effort towards my freedom i sure you that .As i told you before, this Orphanage Home is just like a prison and my prayers is to move out from here as soon as possible.Please make sure that you contact the bank so that after the transfer you will send some money from my late father money for me to prepare my traveling documents to meet with you in your country after the transfer.I feel i can make it to join you as soon as you are through with this transfer or you can come down to met me over here and see how you will assist me to join you.I don't think i will regret being with you in your country, i feel it's so better for me to be with you than to be over here, i have made my decision not to continue staying in Africa. i hope you approach this issue as yours, and give an urgent attention, because i am not in good condition and i want to be free in all my life; i so much trust you and i will like you to maintain the trust i have got in you.Honey please keep this transaction secret this is a very huge amount of money.i will like to people to know about this fund because i am afraid to loose my life or the money.I will be waiting to hear from you soonest!.Yours love ,Maria

i nvr reply

4th mail:
Hello my dear,
Honey my situation here is very critical as in the conclusion, you found out that I am an orphan, but let that not scare you away, I need a life that will make me to feel like any other woman. dear As I told you about my last email that I've lost my family in the war that broke out in my country, my late father Dr.Jalaii Ahmed and my father was the chief personal adviser to the former state in Nariaobi-Kenya. I am a resident of the church hostel in Dakar Senegal as a result of the civil war who fought in my country.I had no other person who might be able to help me is the only person I have now. Rev. Father Andrew Joseph Orphanage here in the home.His office telephone (**************).
Here in Orphanage home, where I am now in women's hostel.You can call me his office phone number, he will send to me from the hostel to come to his office to receive your call.I have my late father's deposit certificate and death certificate when he was alive he deposited some money in a leading financial institution, which he used my name as next of kin, the amount involved is $ 9.4 million dollars. I would like to inform you that after this transfer of your account, you will help me to prepare my traveling documents and air ticket to come over to meet with you.I need your information's like! Your full name ......Age .......Address ......Phone ........I would ask you to keep it secret to not tell it to anyone, because I am afraid of losing my life and money if people get to know whether it is the only thing I have in this world. I humbly await your e-mail from you.Their loveMaria

well, quite weird right? hweejun told me tat she also get the same letter and the name is also maria(no creative). plus the two picture is different of the eyes.
well, i will not reveal the phn number.

2009-03-21T11:15:00.000-07:00

hmm....
i was thinking changing new blogskin...
but i cant find anything that is really suit me and nice...
hmm...
there is nothing much happen today, except my mum come back work keep nagging me and my sis...
oh ya!
my small sis (wayway) is getting ruder and ruder to us everyday...
zzzzzzzz...
she realli mei da mei xiao...
when i am sitting the sofa,reading the book got a bit of time to watch the "ahzai"show,
she insist to watch the ghost movie on channel 8..
then we snatch here and there, she suddenly siao siao..
throw my mp3 on the floor, i was damn angry, (lucky the mp3 still can work)
i beat her shouder serve as a punishment,
unexpectedly, she beat me back -,-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
then my mum come to check wat happen,
my sis act guai, and goin to cry
i kana scold by my mum by nothing.
i goin to torture her tomorrow if my mu nvr bring her to work.
heeheee....
only if i got time.
i still got my F&N hven do finish.
still left a few parts to do research on.
alamak, now is 2.24am liao.
need go sleep liao...
actualli i cant sleep la.. i am still so "qing xing"
not tired at all... even though i sleep about 2 hours plus today at the afternoon.
tat all, people bye

2009-03-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalalalala.....
this 1 week holiday is goin to finish...
haizz....
i still got my F&N to do~
i hope tat i can finish it by tomorrow..
as i need to revise my chinese lit and F&N test.
this few days i sleep quite late...
like around 6am then sleep....
haha....
something happen this morning...
it's about a "big" lizard, and it is REAL BIG!
about the lenght of ur middle finger or maybe longer...
the stupid lizard run to my big sis room...
my sis shouted:"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!you bi hu!!!!(got lizard)"
alamak...
i also scare of lizard neh...
the lizard is at the door there.... i trying to make some noise to scare it away...
but it is not so effective...
erm...
then duno suddenly the lizard started to move to the corner of the door there..
i push to close the door then the lizard escape but we duno where the hell the lizard gone...
then i continue to sleep at the sofa in living room enjoying listening to the song...
suddenly my sis shout again...
yuan lai the lizard hide itself at the hole here...
ermm..
the fulcrum of the door you know?
ok wateva....
when we close the door right?
you will heard a strange sound from the lizard...
the sound tat you squeeze the juice out of the lizard...
we thought tat the lizard is already dead then my mum who is goin to work at the morning,
use a broom to sweep it down...
the lizard MOVE!
omg!
my sis isonce again torturing my poor little ear...
my hero mum, use the broom to sweep it out of the door....
i think the lizard like the room huh...
every time my mum sweep right, the lizard will start to crawl back to the room you know...
gosh~
finally the lizard is been sweep out the door...
and finally everyone could get asleep...
goin to rest now..
tat all

2009-03-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

hahaha...
last thursday we got emath graph test...
a little hard for me,
coz i almost forget how to do at tat time....
but luckily, i manage to do it with the help of chloe and shirley...
i peek at chloe's answer..
i think tat she gewt wrong for tat question...
i forget wat the question liao..
after the test..
go weilin's classroom and find her...
haha...
saw yanqi asking for answer...
then i acbc go tell him the WRONG answer..
so guilty lor...
i give him the answer is the question two answer...
coz the distance is quite far to see the question...
and he only show me the question for a few sec....
Sorry ar yanqi...
well,
i learnt a lesson from tat...
dun give ppl answer until you're 100% sure...(said by weilin)
heehee...
so pity for the ppl taking literature in e2...
when we go by their class...
they are having a literatre test...
hosei.. 2 test in a row...
*claps*
hope you guys fail ar.... i will pray for u guys..
haha jus joking...
i so kind de.. wun hope you guys fail de la~*blink*
oh ya...
i hope tat i can find my hamster back asap.

2009-03-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

Finally got some time to come back and blog..
jus wanna tell tat my cute little hamster ran away from home once again...
pissed off with the *toots* hamster....
jus return back to the cage for about 1 to 2 days jiu "pao" liao...
i wass wondering how the hamster run out the cage...
i check the cage liao...
no holes and the door is properly locked..
the hamster is gone missing for about 2 to 3 days liao...
so worry about it lor...
my father say: "the hamster wan run out is ok.. but jus dun die in the house jiu ok.."
so heartless lor... -,-
well, this fews days i play facebook de pet society...
a quite fun and lame game...
everyday repeat the same thing...
bleh~
this 1 week holiday does not look like a holiday to me.........
got damn many homework and project to finish...
Got chinese lit... write something about about the writer of the poem...
mus above 1000 word...
teacher siao liao..
at the beginning of the year she tell us that this project is due on june...
but now she change her mind...
wat she expect from us?
superman or superwoman ar?
can do the homework at such short period of the time...
like we dun have other homework...
=,=(then she ask me to join the stupid and lame 'xiao ji ze' ) i think?
i thought that i only participate in the 4 weeks thingy.
then she say tat i need to remain in the xiao ji ze after tat.. _l_
the siyi they all very pissed off by her...
this is a chinese lit lesson not a lesson to do ur personal thing...
then siyi, yishan, tricia are goin to quit the chinese lit and return to geo and history...
left me alone with those china and taiwan pro..-,-
all things squeeze on the first day of sch reopen...
F&N project due, F&N retest, Chinese lit project due, chinese lit test, SS essay(maybe),Amath homework, emath homework and chemistry worksheet....
i manage to do finish both amath and emath homework except some question, jus lazy to use brain to think deep to solve the question.
well, i will start to do my F&N project and maybe chinese lit project tomorrow...

I need some sleep to relax myself

before i forget, i need gong xi xiaozhu won three awards in the e-music or e-award blah blah...

Antway Gong xi Gong xi ah Gong xi Ni~
haiz...
tat all for today, my mum is nagging me for playing com so morning still night...
nitez~

A TIRED DAY~

2009-03-11T04:15:00.000-07:00

yoyo~
my hamster finally come back home~
haha..
one of my hamster ran away from the home(cage)
and i cant find him(or maybe her?) anywhere else in the house...
it jus like vanished from the earth...
it disappeared about 2days...
i found it at the living room...
crawling to the sofa area,
then my small sis shouted loudly almost burst my eardrum...
"aaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! lao shu zai pa(the hamster is crawling)~~~~~!!!!!!!"
haha.. here the hero comes~
dun mistaken.. the hero is me of course~
walk to the hamster and grab him up...
then put it into the cage safely...
the hamster is so CUTE and so guai lor...
nvr struggle when i grabbin him... :)
haha below is my lastesttt novels~

爱情是什么?为何能让人栽进爱情里,就算飞蛾扑火也在所不惜.
因为爱,两个原本相爱的人分离,也因为爱,两个相恨的人相恋.
爱情,看不到也握不住.当爱情来临的时候,你想挡也挡不住.
经过许多分离,爱的本质不会变,变的是人心.
爱情很奇妙,它让男女找到陪伴自己一辈子的人,
让自己可以被依赖或依赖他人.
爱情的奇妙之处就在这.

AND

其实我对你还有感觉. 可是,我不知道我在害怕什么,
所以我觉得分开是最好的办法.
我真的非常后悔为什么那么轻易就放开你.
我不知道我还有没有机会? 我有很多的缺点,
你到底喜欢我哪一点?我没有你想的那么洒脱,
和你分手的那一天,我哭了一整天.
说真的,我很在意别人的想法,他们常常用奇怪的眼神看我,
让我感到不自在.我还很在乎你,关心你的一切.
听你和其他女孩在一起的时候,我心里很难受,
因为那是曾经属于我的位置.
可能是因为我的自卑感在作祟,所以才对你冷漠.
我想对你说一声对不起.我会把你放在心底深处,
在寂寞的时候,回味和你的一点一滴.

Hahaha... i am so pro!
tat all for today...
tomorrow still got emath graph test and chinese test~
i nvr listen in class so mus go study now~
bye la~
woo~
holiday are coming~
but so sad, i need to chiong alot of homework~
F&N, Chinese lit which need to write a thingy tat mus be 1000 words and above~
sobs~
good luck for ppl tat tomorrow got test de~
bye~

2009-03-03T05:37:00.001-08:00

yoyoyo...
tomorrow is weiyi's birthday liao...
weiyi gong xi ni lao 1 years old liao... *claps*
okok...
let talk about something happen today...
hahahaha...
today i am very free....
i got 3 periods of F&N..
teacher nvr come, then got a teacher relif us...
the teacher is good lor...
allow us to play poker cards and listen to mp3...
after doin the exercise, we start to play the poker card...
the joelle tan join in the fun...
we started to play poker betting with some money...
we play big2.5...
loser must pay 10cents for each card left to the winner...
i win quite alot...
about 3 dollars or 2 dollars...
XD
then the three happy periods past...
take things to chinese lit...
hoseh...
the fish teacher nvr come...
=,=
we like haven start about anything...
the teacher duno how to teach de....=,=
after tat is CDP..
we went to the library to watch some movies...
quite nice...
forget wat is the title liao...
about the green monster call shrek?(if not wrong is the part 2 of shrek)
the first 6 periods i nvr touch any textbook lor = no study
so shuang~
after recess is english informal test..
i write quite alot...
about 400 words and above...
maybe more than 460...=,=
they say will minus marks coz write too much liao...
the higher chinese.. nth much..
emath...
ms neo, our tri-touch teacher is one of my emath teacher... =,=
i think also of the cca teacher is teaching me...
tomorrow i think tat i will get vack my physics test paper...
hope tat i can pass with flying colours(which is impossible)..
coz i study at the very last minutes...
at least i get the formula correct...
after the assembly...
me, xiu ling and xiao rice go tampines there and buy things...
the bus is so hot... =,=
plus there is quite alot of ppl in the bus... which make the air hotter and hotter...
when we in the interchange goin to somewhere in tampines...
we saw a "handsome guy" from ITE...
i love his fring...
so i tell weilin and pf tat i wan to cut his hairstyle when i am in poly...
heehee...
then weilin is like so shocked~~~~
weilin: are you sure tat you wan to cut like tat? the hair is like so short...
me: but the fring is like so so so nice~~
weilin:infront cut like tat jiu ok liao.. behind no need to cut so short...
hahaha....
then weilin say tat she wan to "li hun" with me... sobs..
coz i got a love affair with weiyi (my les partner)...
then we talk lame shyt, suddenly pf say...
pf: if you two "li hun", i wan follow mother(which is weilin).
i am the husband in the family...
pf is our child...
pf very lame, she told us some realli lame jokes...
Question :A and C. which one is the most short one?
Answer : the answer is A...
Coz A 比C 低 (ABCD)

2009-03-02T13:04:00.000-08:00

I WAN A NEW TOUCH SCREEN PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but no money =,=
my pay will be in soon...
alamak... my pay i think will be a little only =,=
coz nvr work for many day...
i wan handphn to take photos.
songs i got the mp3 liao so nvr mind....
i wish i can change my shoes, no friction liao...
very easily jiu fall down...
see first, i also dun know wat handphn model is good...
oh my handphn~
oh ya...
today kimberly shows us a "biantai" video...
so disgusting and so sadist....
well, i nvr see the blood splashing out when the man is cutting his *toots*(guess tat is this? guess correct or wrong no prize will be given)
after that me, xiao rice(pf) and xiu ling(wl) go cp and eat..
saw the little cute julia on the way to the foodcourt..
heehee....
she is waiting for shirley....
then suddenly she wan to go wat saske sushi? to eat...
lol waste money...
tat all liao...
need go to slp a while(20 mins then go meet wy)..
bye

2009-03-02T12:49:00.000-08:00

So sianz....
today chinese lit teacher nvr come, all ppl slacking at the room heck care the teacher.
the aircon in there is really cold, when i came out from there, i had already become a ice cube liao.
play frisbee today, =,= so sian and boring. always play the same thing. you(mr yon) not sian meh? lols~
that stupid "ma lian"(horse face = mr tay) yesterday jus told us abit of informal letter jiu give us test liao. today still got mo xie(spelling?) sian 1/2....
nothing to say liaooooo........
tat all.
XD

2009-01-21T01:13:00.000-08:00

today have Amath...
Mdm rose teach slow and steady...
make sure tat we are know she is teachin..
I learn much when she teach...
Like simultaneous equations which i noob in tat..
finally know how to solve one question.
=D
the subjects tat i am quite blur is Chinese lit and chemistry..
maybe i should more time on studies than work.
today after school, i go hougang mall to borrow and buy book..
so happy...
the price of the books is same as usual...
4 for 10 dollars and when you pay they will also give you 1 more free book...
tat all for today....
bye everyone i goin to read book liao...

2009-01-16T06:51:00.000-08:00

long time nvr blog..
busy with work and studies not free...
tat all for today

2009-01-09T17:16:00.000-08:00

like quite a few days nvr blog liao...

coz recently i so busy...

so busy i dun haf a time to open up my com to play games...

well, from the nxt week onwards...

i wun tired up myself, slping at sch...

heheehee...

yesterday, all sec 2 express go to temasek poly for the open house...

well.. it is quite boring to me as they bring us to something tat we are not so interested to.

like design, baking & culinary sci, IT, something like medince de..

very lol~

i wish to go to the business sch there to take a look...

see wat is the business thingy about...

business = $

heehee... u wan see how i look now?

like tat $_$...

btw, we saw a mummy in there, even though tat is fake but it realli entertain me =)

when we are walking around carrying our heavy bags...

yuerong keep pestering us to get balloons....

then we shout at the tour guide :WE WAN BALLOONSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~

then she like bo bian then guide us through design liao...

bring us to take the balloons...

after tat, we, so stupid taking the balloons walking around...

like so damn boring to me la...

i put the balloons and hit other's ppl head.... then fled...

XD ...

me so disiao right..

wuhaha...

when it is about time,

we gather to wait for the bus...

saw wangbeibei, he guailan me and then i guailan him..

i BOBIAN is bo bian ok?

use the pink balloon tat i get..

da da li hit his head...

bong* so loud lor...

heeheehee...

then travel bus back sch..

*last bus to sch sia

on the way to the bustop.....

i saw a guailan kia....

sec 1 this year...

not sure which class he's in...

tamade...

weiyi say he is nicole's bro....

btw is other nicole...

we buay siong each other like so many years liao..

so suay same sch wiTH HIM...

=..=

he dun dulan me i sure comfirm wun bother him..

yesterday, i forget wat he say...

i reply him shut up or something...

so guailan...

disiao kia...

tat all for today

tat all for today.

2009-01-05T13:44:00.000-08:00

Back to blog again~
second day of sch is quite boring to me.....
today at english period, we had a comprehension test =.=
so unlucky....
then also got chinese lit...
ta ma de...
so few ppl only...
F & N also....
so i seems to get in a leng men(cold door) de subject...
today F&N teacher nvr come then forget who tqke over the class...
in the class got 6 girls and 4 boys(if not wrong)
no one wan to talk to me...
so lonely ok?
they 5 person talk until like so happy like tat...
=,=
then i go take a sleep...
I dream tat i go to e2 back with my frens...
so miss them!
and ya milton suan me lor...
damn...
he say tat i so xia suay to study e4...
LOL!
nvm~
for the time being i jus focus on my studies
tat all for today

2009-01-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

The second post..
today, which is 2/1/09 the day which sch reopen..
almost everyone cried...
huiling is too stress about her studies..
weilin and shirley is due to their parent dun allow them to continue work
and me finally~
cried for no reason...
think here and think there, then will washing plates i think, jiu cry liao..
tat day is a hard day for me...
when washing the plates, the pipes suddenly disconnected, all the water came out...
ask gabriel,standin there singing song and nth to do to help..
i standing beside him, moppin the floor,
use a plate to cover the sink to stop the water to flow through...
finally after sometimes, the water finally stop coming out..
thank for gabriel ar...
then continue to wash plates i think...
then suddenly i saw my finger is bleeding,
then i like dun care like tat...
continue to wash....
tat this time, eyes starting to get blur...
tears start flowin out from my eyes...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
recently jus cant control my emotion ar...
jus duno why...
geliang saw me crying ask me to stop washing then reply him it's ok....
then i stop washing(i think),
see my wound, press it,
OMG!
more blood come out...
then gabriel take a tissue and wrap it around my cut....
to stop it bleeding but no use ok?
then grab a tissue and rush to toilet to cry..
weilin and shirley rush in there and see and anwei me(i think)
after some time to cool down, i felt more comfortable...
continue to work...
wash potato, serve the dish...
everything is goin right...
like 6 plus goin to 7 plus...
shirley got a call from her mum...
the detail i duno but suddenly she cried,
after askin her why she cry, weilin start to cry too...
haiz...
i think they have the same reason crying...
tat day after crying, i like guailan geliang...
ask him to shut up...
LOL.. jus joking ok?
bleh~
everything had pass.......
so talk no more
=D
xiao(smile) yi ge...

2009-01-02T23:18:00.000-08:00

cute weilin drink beer yongsheng take fries calling her dear? gabriel wearing weilin nametag

yoyoyo....
today i goin to blog 2 post..

this is the 1st post...

and i goin to blog about the day b4 sch reopen(1/1/09)

haha.. today is a fun day...

first meet carmen...

teach her something.. then she learn quite fast...

like rmb the table number...

the like 5.30pm, weilin came to take over huiling job as huiling nvr come to work.

P.S: the day b4 they go party..(almost all is drunk =D)

tat dad nite is like a war(decribe by yokmei),

it is so busy... the Q is long.

when the shop is closing, i am dead beat....

oh ya~~

gabriel and yongsheng(spell like tat correct?)

buy beer to drink...

some picture when they are drink(i tou tou take de)..

2008-12-31T17:49:00.000-08:00

hi everyone i am back to blog again...

yesterday, my cute, little sis acompany me to hgm to buy some thingy..

get down bus... i saw this!

real human hamsterr..

from my observation,

every step they take, they will defintely will fall down and they seems to have quite a lot of fun in there...

me and my cute little sis(nick: wayway), laughing at them at one side.

so funny lor... i think u guys go there also will laugh upside down due to the funny action they done...

haiz...

so many ppl are quiting the jobb...

i still doin but it is like so boring there...

no one talk to me.. and the time like pass so slowly...

to me, the happy moments there is goin ktv with lot of people and working with my fren..

but this things like is quite far away from me...

actualli i like useless there lor...

jus help to clean the table, serve the dish, wash plate and cutlery i think tat all...

and of coz need to throw rubbish and top up the sauce...

everyday do the same thing...

things kana get boring there...

if i dun have any fren to work with me..

haiz...

goin to work ltr...

weilin is not workin today..

i dun know who is working today... jus hope tat huiling is there...

if joanne is there, i also have no topic to talk to her...

every thing seems so wrong now..

very emo right?

bo bian la..

i try to adapt these changes first..

maybe i can slowly adapt that they are not around me anymore..

talking gabriel love who?

who did a stupid things today?

blah blah blah...

2008-12-30T07:54:00.000-08:00

Hello guys do u wanna know why i keep blogging this few days?
wuahahaha...
Dun tell you... =D
jus joking la... Coz nth to do plus recently viwawa is borin to me...
today i nvr go the stupid tri-touch training...=P
coz too tired liao.. i like 5am plus then slp...
so many homework haven do.. so sian
now left only the chinese worksheet, make a new yr card and jianbao need to do..
tomorrow i will be goin to hgm to buy the materials to make the new yr card and some thing for the reopen of sch... for example socks..
i lost my sock =.=lll...
forget where i put it...
hair clip also bu jian liao...
so many thing need to buy...
sweat...
tat all for today...
goin to do my chinese homework liao..
bye everyone...

Tough days

2008-12-29T12:08:00.000-08:00

today is a tired day for me..
today i work until 5pm...
then travel bus back home..
after some reading and bathing..
i decided to go find zhougong play chess..
wake up at 12 plus to watch some tv show..
now is almost 4.11am liao..
still cant sleep...
haiz..
have a talk with my father liao..
he approve me to work until 20feb but i duno i can work until so long anot?
coz jus a few more day sch is goin to reopen liao..
after sch go work is jus like so tiring..
then the nxt day mus wake up so early for sch..
i not sure tat whether i can cope anot?
i hope tat my studies will not be affected...

Some happy things...
Finally i can take out my busary award money to spend...
recently i am broke coz buy too many sweet to eat liao...
so many people are goin to quit the aston job..
like no one to talk to.
sweat...

2008-12-28T11:35:00.000-08:00

WUHAHAHAHA...

XIAO ZHU FINALLY HAD RELEASE HIS NEW ALBUM...

SO I DOWNLOAD ALL 10 SONGS TO MY HANDPHONE...

SOME SONG IS QUITE NICE...

LIKE XING FU BU MIE...

GAO XIAO ALSO NOT BAD....
XIAO ZHU JIAYOUS~

2008-12-28T11:22:00.000-08:00

WUHAHAHAHA~~~~~~
Today is a boring day...working full shift today.. Actually, I adapt quite well about the job..
Everyday go to work, repeat over and over again...
Serve the dish to the customers, help to dabao the meals, top up the sauces, wash the dish blahblahblah...
Sian sian sian... Not enough sleep for me today.. only 4 hours ... Gosh... then 6am plus wake up to play com.. well, i got nothing better to do so level up my viwawa...
Lame i know but bo bian.. play viwawa no need use brain also can win ppl.
Sch is goin to start..
ah sian na...sibeh sibeh sian...
i still haven finish my 3 newspaper duhougan(how to u feel after reading), math online quiz...
sian na...
need help weilin to do the math algrebra...
btw, my holiday chinese hmwk also mus do a lame chinese new year card..
WTF..
The marks of the card also counted in ca..
anyone can teach me my chinese hmwk?
like so damn difficult...
ltr in the morinin at 12noon need go to work..
tat all for today...
And one last thing..
Geliang ah Geliang...
can you please stop pullin my apron?
so ma fan to tie it again and again..
i am a busy person ok?
wuhahaha..
earning money in process....

2008-12-28T09:42:00.001-08:00

my blog is totally DEAD~
not time plus i realli does not like to blog..
waste time bleh..
create this blog jus for play play...

I AM PUZZLE

2008-11-26T09:59:00.000-08:00

After know i been post to 3e4 next yr.
it is time to buy new book.
but...
i realli dun know wat book i buy.
last time go to school check,
then i cai know i got in chinese lit.
e4 only study 7 sub wah...
if plus 1 more chinese lit then become 8 sub liao.
i think is chinese lit exchange with a subjct.
so exchange to HE or ss with history?
so ma fan.

2008-11-17T03:36:00.000-08:00

2008-11-07 超级星光大道第四季 part 8

Job Briefing!

2008-11-16T06:21:00.000-08:00

yoyo!
today go to toa payoh for the job briefing.
well, the guy call eric is quite nice.
explain to us the detail (even he does not speak so detail)
after he explain. i think tat is quite a good job~
with a quite high pay if u find the right customer.
if u guys have anyone wan see fengshui or something else about the fengshui thingy call me.
i got lobang.
=D
after the briefin, me and my sister(liqin) go to the library to borrow book~
from there, i borrow quite a lot of book.
about 12 or 13 book back home.
then, wan go mac to buy ice - cream then they say tat the machine is spoilt.
=(
okay that all for today.
oh ya! tomorrow still need to go to school from chinese compeition rehearsal.
and this coming tuesday is the competition.
time files realli fast.

2008-11-15T01:04:00.000-08:00

One Million Star Season 3's contestant, Ivy Li Chu Ning, because of some hardtimes with feelings, suicided by burning charcoal in her car on the 12th at nighttime. She was only 24 years old.On the 16th of last month, Li Chu Ning had just passed her 24th birthday. On the 12th of this month, after she phoned her relatives and hinted that she was going to commit suicide, they lost connection. At 8:45, a friend discovered a small car near Tai Chung, Hansi. After breaking the window of the car, she seemed to have lost her life already. She was rushed to the emergency room until 10:35, they announced that she was certified. Her last post on her blog was on October 30th, which wrote "Why doesn't the person I love quickly give me a marriage certificate to sign, haha", showing that she couldn't let go of the hardships with her feelings. Also, according to her family and her agency, her death had something to do with her feelings. Already had the thoughts of suicide on the 11th; Lost connection on the 12thAccording to investigation, when Chu Ning's corpse was found in her small car, she was dressed normally and on the passenger's seat, there was a small pan of charcoal. In the car was also her handbag, cellphone and diary, etc.From a source, on the 11th, Li Chu Ning phoned her sister and expressed her complicated feelings and had a thought of suicide. Her sister tried to calm her down on the phone, and also told their parents. They connected each other using their phones, trying to save her, but on the night of the 12th, they received a hone call from Chu Ning once again and she stated that she had already decided. She told her sister not to come; it would be too late already, then they lost connection.

Car stopped at the side and burned charcoal; Couldn't be saved at hospitalThe Bu Li family rushed and found many TaiChung friends to search everywhere and around 8pm on the 12th, Chu Ning's car was found on a HanSi roadside. The friend found Ivy had already fainted in the driver's seat and broke the car window open to take her out, phoned the police and the firemen took her to a hospital near China Medical University. At around 9:30pm, they reached te hopsital and there was no sign of life. The emergency clinic head pointed out, that during the aiding, they dod blood tests and found in her blood that she had breathed in too much carbon monxide. At 10:35 pm, because her heart beat and her blood pressure couldn't recover, she was announced certified. Li Chu Ning's father and sister arrived afterwards and cried painfully at her body. Her father sadly stated that this was her own choice.

Some video by 黎礎寧:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0H66vFrBnA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnOQ-NmAfIM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnvvomgLulA&feature=related (黎礎寧星光三季軍紀念專輯-深情款款篇)

~THE END~

2008-11-15T00:34:00.000-08:00

yesterday i have a BBQ(farewell party for sec4),
okay, it is quite boring.
3pm reach school then gather blah blah blah, play balloon game then treasure hunt.
5pm liao then go the park green condo there to start the BBQ.
eat and drink, waste time there. then we guys, weilin,weiyi and peifang go to a table near the swimming pool there to eat. after eating, go to the BBQ pit with the large "crowd" gathering to cook the chicken wing asking each other whether it is cook.
then suddenly ms lee come scold us. she said:"Do you guys think that this is your guys own party?" then she continue" can u you help them out?" zzzzz can she shut her mouth up?
diam diam a while can.? so noisy. then me and weilin try to help out, heehee. in the future i think i can be a satay man neh. i can to put the bamboo stick inside a chicken wing! 1st time try is not quite sucessful la but the second time it is much more better. then wash my hand, the sause make my hand oily. wash a few time still cant wash it clean. then i take up my hand to smell it, OMG! the smell of the sauces is still in my hand. it is quite smelly. =.= after that, put the chicken wing on the pit and start cooking. it is quite fun as the chicken wing might not be cook fully then you go serve the people. peifang is one of the victim.haha. i put the chicken wing on her plate then she see the blood flow out(a few drop only). OMG! then i recook again for she. after cooking a while i think, it is quite late liao, then we clear up all the messy and we quickly wake away. afraid that ms lee will ask us to stay back to clear the pit. then me and weiyi take bus back. =)
overall, the farewell party is quite nice! except the stupid and lame game at school. after back home, take a bath and watch tv, my twin sis tell me tat one of the One Million Star Season 3 (xing guang da dao) contestant, Ivy Li Chu Ning commit suicide. haiz. she is one of my favourite contestant. She seriously had some talent for singing and I thought she had the potential to be successful in the entertainment business! This is just really shocking...very hard to believe when my sis told me that. i thought she was joking with me. haiz. my mood is spoilt. Seriously don't get what's with celebrities suiciding these days. are commiting suicide is a fashion trend? hope she rest in peace.

2008-11-12T05:02:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyoyooyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.
haiz.
realli long time nvr blog liao~
=D
ok.
yesterday goin to sch for the chinese compeition thingy(only for pro like me)
then me, huizhen, Hwee jun and zann pratice for the thingy.
8.30am start then almost 4.45pm then end.
we do almost nth
tat all

2008-09-23T03:38:00.000-07:00

OTHER NOVEL CREATE BY ME:

你永远都不会明白我的心.
你总是那么耀眼,反而我自己是那么普通.
我们是不同世界的人.本来就不应该相遇.
但命运总是那么深不可测,让我们在不对的时候相遇,相恋.
哎...我早就知道你对我从没认真过,可我还是傻傻的奉上我那可笑的真心.
是不是上苍要惩罚我?
以为付出的努力就能改变你或你我之间的关系.
你的温柔全给了她,你的笑容也给了她.
你在你的心里筑起一道围墙,不让其他人进入你的心房.
因为你的对不起,让我付出的努力全部白费.
如果我的离开能让你开心,那我就永远离开你.
但心给了你之后,要如何收回来?
心破了个大洞该如何缝补?
哎...
如今在远远的看着你的资格都没了.
现在只能在梦境中与你相见,对着在梦境里你的幻影谈情说爱.
但醒来之后,就得看清和面对命运的残酷.
一颗伤痕累累的心该如何痊愈?